Red Rose
this feeling of regret
this sense of lonliness
as i lay in my grave
waiting for my afterlife
my family surrounds me
all in tears and shock
this slit up my wrist
that ended my so called life
was a granted wish
was a dream come true
no one knows why i did it
no one really knew me then
i lived a life of pain
of tears and broken hearts
love was an unreached goal
it was forbidden for me to get
its a game that i could not win
a war that i fought and lost
the rain pours from the heavens
cleansing my soul
setting me free from my grave
i see you standing there
in tears holding a red rose
you knew why i did it
you knew the reason of my suicide
your eyes close
you look at the heart you broke
the life you took
you will never forgive yourself
you clinch the rose stem
the thorns pierce your skin
a scar you will live with forever
my death will never be forgotten
the memory of me is scarred on your hand
you throw the rose to me
it lands on my chest
the pedals turn black
it withers and dies
just like your love for me
bRoKeN mInD
this sense of lonliness
as i lay in my grave
waiting for my afterlife
my family surrounds me
all in tears and shock
this slit up my wrist
that ended my so called life
was a granted wish
was a dream come true
no one knows why i did it
no one really knew me then
i lived a life of pain
of tears and broken hearts
love was an unreached goal
it was forbidden for me to get
its a game that i could not win
a war that i fought and lost
the rain pours from the heavens
cleansing my soul
setting me free from my grave
i see you standing there
in tears holding a red rose
you knew why i did it
you knew the reason of my suicide
your eyes close
you look at the heart you broke
the life you took
you will never forgive yourself
you clinch the rose stem
the thorns pierce your skin
a scar you will live with forever
my death will never be forgotten
the memory of me is scarred on your hand
you throw the rose to me
it lands on my chest
the pedals turn black
it withers and dies
just like your love for me
bRoKeN mInD