So Let Me Drown So I Can Breathe Again...
So...join the army...become a soldier...YAH RIGHT...oh well...its all good here i guess...ive been workin my ass off the past few weeks...doin a buncha details...i finally got noticed by an E-7..so im good now...im getting recommended for somethin...i dont no yet...i just got a car on friday...spent all weekend working on it...and now its fucked...i took it to a shop today and the engine is about 3 mins from blowing...so yah...im gonna sue the shit outa the guy i bought it from...<3rachel is gonna be here on thursday...i cant wait...ill finally have some company <3...i called elena the other day...god i miss her...she didnt really talk to me...i didnt expect her to tho...she prolly hates me...i should be comin home for christmas for a few days...cuz im supposed to be getting deployed to Iraq in January...so then ill be able to see everyone who hasnt forgot about me...theres nothing really new with me tho...all i do is go to PT, then go to work, then go to my room and go to sleep...then i do the same thing the next day...it sux...i dont have a life here...and i dont want one...so for the next 5 years i wont be doin shit but workin and sleepin...so that sounds interesting...i have a few friends...we hang out sometimes...but i keep to my self alot...i usually lock myself in my room and listen to music...maybe when i get a *good* car i can go get a life...but i dont no...i cant wait to come home for christmas...its not gonna be for a while but its worth it...i miss home...i miss my family...i miss *****...well thats it for now...later everyone...out
matt
matt