.a sad entry about a girl i no longer know.
It's been long since we've last spoke like old times. You were the one who made me believe I was worth being saved.
We stopped talking over something stupid last year. I confessed my love for you that night. I cried myself to sleep.
You needed space. I filled my void with these songs. I spent months trying to hold on, convincing my head to not do something stupid every day. I tried to replace you with other people, and I failed.
I spoke to you on your 20th birthday. We made up and I realized you actually missed me this whole time. We caught up and everything was perfect. We met at a concert for the first time. All along I tried to forget you but you still held on to a part of me.
Early this year you returned to your old self, and I did too. We never spoke, and I already knew you were losing your grip on me. In the middle of the silence I held on by letting go of you. I still remember those nights we stayed up talking. I still remember the way you made me feel. I still remember your words, and I still remember your smile.
I miss you terribly
x
We stopped talking over something stupid last year. I confessed my love for you that night. I cried myself to sleep.
You needed space. I filled my void with these songs. I spent months trying to hold on, convincing my head to not do something stupid every day. I tried to replace you with other people, and I failed.
I spoke to you on your 20th birthday. We made up and I realized you actually missed me this whole time. We caught up and everything was perfect. We met at a concert for the first time. All along I tried to forget you but you still held on to a part of me.
Early this year you returned to your old self, and I did too. We never spoke, and I already knew you were losing your grip on me. In the middle of the silence I held on by letting go of you. I still remember those nights we stayed up talking. I still remember the way you made me feel. I still remember your words, and I still remember your smile.
I miss you terribly
x
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