.these wonderful lies.
i'm sending you and your turquoise nails and that stupid crooked smile (that i never could get enough of) to court. all these miles i had to drag this body in order to keep my shit together. every streetlight i passed by just to get home. just to get by.
i'm through with you, with the masks, and with the daily bullshitting. i'm ending you and you won't stand a chance.
can you fetch me a knife? which knife? any knife, just pick one and fucking pass it to me so i can carve my name into your guts.
i'd love for you to hate my whole existence but that's already my job and as much as we pretend we both know we won't make it through next year. i'm just another memory in your yearbook, a temporary existence in the form of a long lost friend.
you know i've dreaded every single second, but when it comes to you there's no other way.
there's a wall in between us and there are significant cracks we've made in our given time. there's a hole in this wall big enough for me to slip a love note and a match through it. it reads "i love you. get out of my mind."
boundaries.
i've always dreaded that thin line.
enough said.
i'm through with you, with the masks, and with the daily bullshitting. i'm ending you and you won't stand a chance.
can you fetch me a knife? which knife? any knife, just pick one and fucking pass it to me so i can carve my name into your guts.
i'd love for you to hate my whole existence but that's already my job and as much as we pretend we both know we won't make it through next year. i'm just another memory in your yearbook, a temporary existence in the form of a long lost friend.
you know i've dreaded every single second, but when it comes to you there's no other way.
there's a wall in between us and there are significant cracks we've made in our given time. there's a hole in this wall big enough for me to slip a love note and a match through it. it reads "i love you. get out of my mind."
boundaries.
i've always dreaded that thin line.
enough said.