I need you so much closer.
okay so. tonight was amazing to say the least. well the latter part. the begining was quite depressing.
Lorraine, Ashley and I, all went to the funeral home. If you dont know why, you probably wouldnt want to. We went to comfort her. Its a very rough time, and often I feel guilty and is if I dont do everything I can to make things alright. And thats all I want to do.
Then, we went to Zacks house. I really enjoy Zacks room. We watched Zack hack away at bushes for awhile then eventually worked our way inside. Then we went to McDonalds, for food. It was pretty bad but lovely for the people I was with made it that way. Ashley's Dr. Pepper was just syrup. It was kinda gross. But oh well. That kid is amazing. I'm glad she's in my life, she makes me feel alive. Not the fake alive I thought I've felt before. I've gone through a lot this year. And seeing her smile takes all that away. She truly makes me feel amazing on the inside. Oh you kids just dont understand. Tomorrow her Lorraine, and I are going to the beach. It should be completely lovely.
My life is becoming amazing. Thank you.
Friday I get to hang out with Chelsea. Oh god I miss that kid. I miss that whole crew. I never see any of them anymore except Derrick but I miss him anyway.
Goodnight kids. <3333
Lorraine, Ashley and I, all went to the funeral home. If you dont know why, you probably wouldnt want to. We went to comfort her. Its a very rough time, and often I feel guilty and is if I dont do everything I can to make things alright. And thats all I want to do.
Then, we went to Zacks house. I really enjoy Zacks room. We watched Zack hack away at bushes for awhile then eventually worked our way inside. Then we went to McDonalds, for food. It was pretty bad but lovely for the people I was with made it that way. Ashley's Dr. Pepper was just syrup. It was kinda gross. But oh well. That kid is amazing. I'm glad she's in my life, she makes me feel alive. Not the fake alive I thought I've felt before. I've gone through a lot this year. And seeing her smile takes all that away. She truly makes me feel amazing on the inside. Oh you kids just dont understand. Tomorrow her Lorraine, and I are going to the beach. It should be completely lovely.
My life is becoming amazing. Thank you.
Friday I get to hang out with Chelsea. Oh god I miss that kid. I miss that whole crew. I never see any of them anymore except Derrick but I miss him anyway.
Goodnight kids. <3333