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MY MOMMY LET ME COME HOME...THOUGH IM STILL GROUNDED..BUT CAN BE A SNEAKY LITTLE WHORE.
I spent the rest of my week lounging around my dads, playing video games and talking on the phone with tadd. Boring yet satisfying.lol
As we all know Saturday was Sweetest Day. I spent that day with April (step mom) watching movies, and eating.lol I GOT THE NEW GREEN DAY CD! WOOT!
Well around I want to say 10PM my dad still wasnt home from being out with his friends, so april called him and the idiot that my father can be went to go press the ignore button as we think, but accidently pushed talk and didnt realize for about a half hour. so I was on the phone with Tadd and listening to my dads blurry convos on Aprils cell. She was so pissed and went out looking for him. during that time she was gone, my brother, who doesnt even live with my dad, stumbbles in the apartment...I just watch him as he staggers over to the couch and just randomly passes out. and I just laugh. around midnight April comes home dadless cause she didnt find him. She goes to bed and I stay up and wait for him. I called probably over 30 times within the hour and everytime he didnt answer his phone. So I got a little worried and was thinking maybe he was in an accident. So around 4:30 i finally decided that he isnt comeing home and I start to cry myself to sleep and low and behold round 5 he stumbbles in the door and goes to bed without a word.
So as of now I am dadless. I am not talking to him after today and I dont want to see the bastard untill he gets the stick outta his ass and starts realizng that his actions affect the people around him.
While I was crying last night, I was listening to this song by avril lavigne called nobodys home, and i realized then that the song really truely was my themesong. I really dont have a home. I cannot stand either of my parents and i dont want to live with either one. So I really dont have a play to live. moms uber bitch and daddy doesnt care.
well today was quite fun. I GOT TO SEE MY CARE BEAR! she came up here from kentucky so skittles her and me hung out. For us three it was like NATIONAL ACT LIKE LESBIANS BUT NOT REALLY DAY. We walked down the busy streets caressing each other and grabbing eachothers asses and boobs and just cracked up laughing..we were so freakin high off of these energy drinks and sugar and slurpees from the local 7-11. it was grand. I would have to say skittles and carrie were the medicine i needed to lift me up from my sudden state of depression. I LOVE YOU TWO SOO MUCH!
that was my amazingness of a time