Aug 05, 2004 22:58
TO ANYBODY WHO ACTUALY KNOWS ME..U SHOULD READ THIS.
Trapt in my soul, my feelings i hade. I lose control of all of my mind. all alone I deal with teen angst, not only my own, but also my friends. I know my best friend very well,but lately its as if i dont know who she is anymore and when i need her the most she is almost always gone. I just feel so alone not being able to talk to her anymore.
On the other hand another close friend of mine worries me. She may not talk to me much anymore, but it's like i can just know her thoughts. thoughts of suicide and unhappyniess, the things that pretty much are the bright light in the dark, but her parents dont really see it.
I just feel so alone in the world. It's like i've lost contact with every single one of my friends. Sometimes i get so angry that i just want to cry.