Splintered suspicions creating a paranoid thought..
Well, Mike broke up with me this morning, I broke down and tried to leave but he wouldn't let me..
So I cried, and cried, and cried while he explained everything..I blocked out most of it..
Went to work in complete hysteria, they sent me home, now I'm here, alone.
I feel so used..He said he's not over this chick that he dated for like, 4 and half years..
I feel like dying, I don't want to exist right now.
I can't stop crying, everything is in total disarray, once again.
I gave him my fucking virginity..I SAVED that for the right guy for twenty years..and now it's gone and I can't get it back, ever.
Fuck this, fuck everything.
So I cried, and cried, and cried while he explained everything..I blocked out most of it..
Went to work in complete hysteria, they sent me home, now I'm here, alone.
I feel so used..He said he's not over this chick that he dated for like, 4 and half years..
I feel like dying, I don't want to exist right now.
I can't stop crying, everything is in total disarray, once again.
I gave him my fucking virginity..I SAVED that for the right guy for twenty years..and now it's gone and I can't get it back, ever.
Fuck this, fuck everything.