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shit has gone down hill. I've been so lost lately with everything and it hurts. I'm always in a thinking state of mind and never caught up with reality.Most of the time I think to the point where everything around me doesnt exist..just my thoughts and I.
Maybe I'm still depressed and I just don't know it...I can't even remember the last time I was truly happy. The only happiness I have is when something I really want comes up...then my day just gets reversed and what I thought I could've had drifts aways as if it was never there.
Loneliness sucks. Everyone goes through it at some points. Me, all the time.
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This is where I draw a blank ....
Maybe I'm still depressed and I just don't know it...I can't even remember the last time I was truly happy. The only happiness I have is when something I really want comes up...then my day just gets reversed and what I thought I could've had drifts aways as if it was never there.
Loneliness sucks. Everyone goes through it at some points. Me, all the time.
;[
This is where I draw a blank ....