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Omgosh. This week has like totally sucked. Its been raining, Brittany left me, I got stung by a bee & im sick. But we did open our pool. So thats a good thing..right? Well besides kids I never knew coming up asking to swim. ya so what ever.
Ya. I miss my grandpa so much. He was the coolest person I knew. I loved him to death. & it sucks so bad that he left us. He didnt deserve to he was such a great person. Everytime I used to come over he taught me a joke or a life lesson. & everytime I listened because I knew how much it meant to him. Gosh I miss him. He could play the stuff out of a guitar & he taught himself...I love him.
Well now I've done made myself cry thinking about him, darn me.
About Britt..Days are getting harder & harder because of little things like him, he is making me & Brittany fall apart. & that began to happen once. & it broke my heart into a gazillion pieces. I couldnt let it happen again. It sucks when a new boy I cant stand comes into her life, It happened with Kenneth & Kevin, & now Matthew. I've tried being nice but nothing ever seems to work.
But what ever, I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it. so..I guess im gonna go.
Im better off on my own.
I.still.love.you,
Beth&..
