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Well well well, today was just super. & honestly I didnt really feel like it. Yesterday Brittany wasnt home. I dont know where she was but she wasnt home. Anyway..
About him.. I dont know. I mean I really do wanna still like him but I know I shouldnt. But for the sake of me and Lindseys friendship. I cant like him and I wont. I cant loose her as a friend. I love her. I dont know why I ever liked him in the first place. Well he made me feel special but he never really liked me. Which is not even worth it. I seen him like wensday. & I really couldnt just bare to look at him because then I would just like him more. I cant risk it.
Well me and sfo are getting closer everyday. I really like him but he is so far away. Well like 3 1/2 hours away but I need someone here..that I can touch. Hold hands with and someone that I can love. Omgosh like the other night I was sleeping and my fone starting like ringing and It said I had a voicemail. It was like 2 o'clock but I didnt care so I called it and it was Alex. I just melted. Sometimes I start to think I love him but I know I cant.
Im going to Brittanys today. So I guess I better go get ready.
ily,
her&him
p.s. I will post graduation pics next time <3