WHAT THE HELL DID I DO???

[broken_gurlx]

I am at such a lose right now!! I mean I have tryed so hard to make James happy with me! He means everything to me! I want to be with him forever! I know that is a scary word but I mean it! Nobody has ever made me feel this special before! I love him with all my heart! But he just dosnt see it! I dont know what I did to make it this way and I am really sorry for the way I talked to you last night its just I want you to understand the only thing that you do that bothers me in the least is the whole I dont think you love me anymore thing! Do you know how bad that hurts to be asked that?? I cryed after that last night after you said that! I am really sorry if we cant see each other everyday but I am really busy! I promise after september is over things will get better! I mean in a week its gonna start getting worse! Here is the sceduale!

Sept. 17th My sisters wedding
Sept. 18th Zubas birthday
Sept. 19th Doms birthday
Sept. 20th My 18th Birthday woop woop
Sept. 21st James and I's 1 month
Sept. 22nd B-Rad Rox birthday
Sept. 23rd My old bestfriend Chances 18th birthday (deceased)
Sept. 24th My cousin DJs birthday
Sept. 25th My cousin Amy's Wedding
Sept. 26th Eric and Evans Birthdays
Sept. 27th Wesleys Birthday
Sept. 28th My little brothers 16th Birthday

So James please just understand after all that I am all yours! I love you and I want you to understand that! I am not mad at you im not gonna leave you so please stop asking and we will be great! MCL

~Justine~