May 16, 2005 15:55
Starting the begining of whats going to be a little insight into alexis in rare form by( if you didnt understand that 1. dont comment and 2. stop reading my updates ) saying how compleatly awesome Allison Geary is. That being said over this past few days ive realised how little i really need some people and how i make myself so dependant on them. It was kind of an awkward state i was in to because ive always thought of myself as very independant and i guess it just all around sucks to say im not. Im done with making myself emotionally vulnerable when its compleatly unnesecary. I think that im over it/you and well go on being friends and its going to be great. On the flip side to that im starting to find my "mold" a little more and im really starting to mesh with a lot more people i wouldnt have expected. Im absolutely loving it (and them) because ive come to the realiseation < i know its spelled wront> that the people who wont try to put me in their cookie cutter categories are the ones who understand me best. especially when were the ones *you* are trying to ostracize. **