Just another Broken Friday, the place that I have come to fear the most
fuck life
As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest song and sit alone and wonder...
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.
Ignoring the phone, I'd rather say nothing.
I'd rather u'd never heard my voice...
I've hidden a note, pressd between pages, that somebady i'll find a way back to , it says "Do you ever get your happy ending?".............
This is where I say I've had enough
and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
A walking open wound,
a trophy display of bruises
and I don't believe that I'm getting any better.
I begged you not to go.
I begged you, I pleaded.
Claimed you as my only hope
and watched the floor as you retreated.
But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours and I starve for you.... It's better to have loved and have lost than to never have loved before...I hope he's happy, that's all i've ever wanted for him. I'll never regret loving him, nor ever stop.
Each tear i shed is filled with a piece of my soul, needing to have a part of me again. Love, it's like spinning aroud really really fast, and everythings a blur, and it's scary, but so incredibly wonderful at the same time, but sometimes, you can't see that you hurt people...so sorry to whoever i've hurt. i never meant to do it...and i'm still spinning, just alone..so sorry in advance for any troubles i may cause........
If this is the most pain i'll ever be in.........everything else is like getting a sliver....
As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest song and sit alone and wonder...
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.
Ignoring the phone, I'd rather say nothing.
I'd rather u'd never heard my voice...
I've hidden a note, pressd between pages, that somebady i'll find a way back to , it says "Do you ever get your happy ending?".............
This is where I say I've had enough
and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
A walking open wound,
a trophy display of bruises
and I don't believe that I'm getting any better.
I begged you not to go.
I begged you, I pleaded.
Claimed you as my only hope
and watched the floor as you retreated.
But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours and I starve for you.... It's better to have loved and have lost than to never have loved before...I hope he's happy, that's all i've ever wanted for him. I'll never regret loving him, nor ever stop.
Each tear i shed is filled with a piece of my soul, needing to have a part of me again. Love, it's like spinning aroud really really fast, and everythings a blur, and it's scary, but so incredibly wonderful at the same time, but sometimes, you can't see that you hurt people...so sorry to whoever i've hurt. i never meant to do it...and i'm still spinning, just alone..so sorry in advance for any troubles i may cause........
If this is the most pain i'll ever be in.........everything else is like getting a sliver....