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[broken_fri3nd]

I just got over an emotinal break down, and I'm still on the verge of tears. I know now I'm way to over stressed about school and getting me work done. I know, i know... i deserve it really. I havn't been making that much of an effort to go anymore. I was sick don't get me wrong, but I could have gone to school none the less. I missed fisrt peroid again this moring so I didn't get our "blue sheet". I wen;t the whole day not caring what or if I really needed it. I made my mom go back after school to get me one finaly. I just finished filling it out too. Yeah, I seem to do everything last minute now a days. God I'm so embarssed for my little our burst a few minutes ago. It was mostly over how i'm failing math nd how i have my creative writing folder/ notebook due tomorrow, and I have nothing done plus I'm missing half of my work (that i did do) in that class. My mom really isn't making me feel better. I was there hung over in the fetal position crying for like and hour, and somehow i was frusterating my mom. Hummm... wonder what set her off? She kept telling me how i needed to sleep and then finaly caved in and said i needed to work on m math insted. Then she got just so angry because all i was really doing and really all i felt i cold do at that moment was cry my heart out. Shes still mad at me... I told her to do my work wile i strightend my hair for tomarrow. Meaning my iorns hot by now, i turned it on like 10 minutes ago.
Gah... I just don't want to go to school tomorrow. I have no motivation to go, i lered this because I gave up MyChem tickets just to sleep an extra hour before going to school this moring.

I don't know what to really do anymore, i'm just so...so...frusterated, overworked, and well..just really really stressed.