I fell in love with a bad idea.
When does it become enough? Really?
I need to be loved she said, i have an abundance of people who are dependent of me, sucking at my soul like filthy leaches. Do i like it a little? Maybe just a little for them to continue feeding like this. I feel pretty far from my body and in a ridiculous situation that i would yell at a friend for being in...but it's me. I'm in this storm that i'll probably get out of being fine, minor damage or major but nothing that isn't fixable however this storm is really unpredictable. I could step into a puddle or a lake of burning hot lava. A lie leads to a thread of regret and moments of short bliss unfold into who we really are we arent blinded by the night. Tangled up in the mess again...do i slowly go for the painful untanglement or allow an even slower continuous process?
I need to be loved she said, i have an abundance of people who are dependent of me, sucking at my soul like filthy leaches. Do i like it a little? Maybe just a little for them to continue feeding like this. I feel pretty far from my body and in a ridiculous situation that i would yell at a friend for being in...but it's me. I'm in this storm that i'll probably get out of being fine, minor damage or major but nothing that isn't fixable however this storm is really unpredictable. I could step into a puddle or a lake of burning hot lava. A lie leads to a thread of regret and moments of short bliss unfold into who we really are we arent blinded by the night. Tangled up in the mess again...do i slowly go for the painful untanglement or allow an even slower continuous process?