What if I just gave it to you to hold

Jan 30, 2008 09:48

For the last couple of weeks I've been seeing a whole different range of bodywork practitioners and specialists. I've seen an amazing Chiropracticien Vitalistique, which means he doesn't do a postural analysis then cracks you silly, which I'm completely against. He treats three people at a time, this enables a collective yawn in a metaphorical sense. The first time I saw him, he simply grazed and held certain areas along my spine, sacrum, neck and skull. It was amazing, his touch was like a butterfly or a gentle warm wind that slightly ran through me from the tip of my toes to the peak of my head. I slowly felt my body go through calm spams as it released and readjusted itself like an awakening rusty robot. Each slight pressure point he held and released send a wave through me and I couldn't help but breathe deeper and deeper as if my breath was
reaching for everything hidden deep down that needed to be removed. I've been having trouble breathing lately. They say it happens as we get older, forgetting how to breathe naturally, like a baby.I've been getting older I guess. After that session I left feeling weightless and contently immersed inside of myself. I left remembering everything wonderful I had let slip
away, though it was always there, a collection of dark dense mass of haunt kept me from it.This Doctor focuses on the body's self healing process, I've received other types of energy work but nothing as powerful as that. Probably because he mixes a lot of cranial/osteo work with what he does. I returned yesterday, he worked at a different level, almost as if he peeled me like an onion, yet every layer reveals a different shadow, a different pain. I'm getting used to the exposure. What's freaky is he trainned himself to feel what the patient goes through so everytime i'm experiencing some emotional blockage he would just tell me it's ok, let
it go or something along those lines to remind me. Also, I went to be Tony and his partners guinea pig for his Kinesiology stage and let's just say
I wouldn't have put myself in such a vulnerable position if it wasn't him doing the postural analysis and nit picking at my body's imperfections. His conclusion was my diaphragm is so tight it was pulling my body in all sorts of directions which are causing me consistent pain, i think that's only part of it. Anyways, him and his partner did all these crazy techniques to release it and again I felt like my lungs were living in a whole new space. I'm thinking if I don't go into Osteopathy I'll probably do Kinesiotherapy. I don't really want to deal with organs anyways...
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