eh...
i talked to Tyler. He makes me want to pull out all of my hair and cry in a corner. And.... Then he makes me miss him again like crazy. I hate this. I hate him. No i dont. I hate my mind. I hate this confusing time in my life. I dotn need a guy. I dont need anything right now. But a clear mind....My friends....My family... and God. I'm done. I'm through w/ depression. Its too exhasting. I hate it. I'm not going to let little things bring me down. I cant. Life's too short. It really really is. I'm not sure whats gonna happen in the future... Or how many more tears i'll cry... But i refuse to care about Tyler anymore. *Sigh*. I hope i keep up this attitude.