Love; far too long 5/6
Title: Love; far too long 5/6
Plot: kiboushinjitsu
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2683
Disclaimer: Don’t own anything.
Summary: A beautiful young secretary, two rings and a bouquet of daisies. Sometimes love goes on for too long and the ones in love forget what it feels like.
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( -because he couldn’t deny him anything- )
GOD, YOU KNOW I HAVE AT LEAST 20 MORE CRYING GIFS BUT I WILL SPARE YOU FROM THEM BECAUSE I MIGHT END UP SLOWING DOWN THE PAGE
DJSHGJSDHGKSDF I READ THIS IN ONE SITTING AND YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU ARE AN AMAZING AUTHOR. REALLY. ONE OF THE BEST YUNJAE WRITERS, IN MY OPINION, TBH. I LOVE YOUR STYLE ;_______;
THIS GAVE ME /SO MUCH/ FEELINGS. LIKE, FROM CHAPTER ONE TO THIS ONE, I COULD FEEL DIFFERENT SENSATIONS IN MY STOMACH, MY HANDS, MY ARMS, MY CHEST - YOU WRITE SO BEAUTIFULLY, REALLY, NOT ALL FICS CAN DO THIS TO ME. AND GOD, I WOULD SO /HATE/ YOU RIGHT NOW FOR LETTING YUN HO WITHER INTO AN OLD MAN AND DIE WITHOUT GETTING JAE BACK (though, the very masochistic side of me never wanted them to get back in the first place. It's just that... it's YunJae, and YunJae can't ever be apart ;___;) IF I HADN'T READ THE PLOT BACK WHEN IT WAS POSTED (so yes, I know how it ends ;~; and let me just say - I'm glad it was you who adopted it, because you really did this wonderful plot justice ;~;)
AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE? AS I READ THIS I BEGAN TO REFLECT AND CONTEMPLATE ON MY LIFE. IT MADE ME DELVE INTO THOUGHTS AND TOPICS I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD EVEN TOUCH AND I DISCOVERED A VERY, VERY MASOCHISTIC, EMOTIONAL SIDE OF ME (and I'm not referring to masochism in fics, I mean in real life) I NEVER THOUGHT COULD ACTUALLY EXIST. AND YES, ALL THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU AND YOUR WONDERFUL WAY OF WRITING AND I'M NOT EVEN LYING ONE BIT.
YOU HAVE MADE ME SO EMOTIONALLY INVESTED WITH THIS FIC AND YOUR WRITING /EMOTIONALLY INVESTED/
I HAVEN'T FELT THIS EMOTIONAL SINCE MY LOVELY KIM JAEJOONG OH GOD LOOK AT THE THINGS YOU ARE CAPABLE OF DOING TO ME. /LOOK AT THEM/
/calms down.
I'm sorry for the caps and gif abuse. I just cannot contain my feelings okay? I am just an emotional wreck right now. All self composure has been defenestrated at the moment
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That's a WHOLE lot of crying gifs!!!
Sorry for making you use them D:
-cries-
You're really really too nice :3
I'm really honoured, thanks bb ♥♥♥
I stalked your LJ a little! I shall read your fics when I can!!
AND I felt really grateful when you added me, hehe, considering your LJ was friends-locked ♥
Ooh~ I'm amazed you felt many many things~
But also sorry at the same time - oh dear, how do I put this across :O
I won't let that happen (you can't hate me!!) XD
AND I get what you mean about YunJae! Foreverrrr togetherr ♥
OH! So you know what the plot is!! Aw you're so niceeee ^^v
You're so sweet :)
I think that's why we read, isn't it! To know and experience things that we may not be able to experience irl because there isn't enough time!
You probably would have thought of those things through some other authors' works, I'm just lucky you read mine :)
Thank you bb, you're too kind :')
AND I thank you for the gifs + caps! Don't worry about them, they made my day 8DD
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And, you don't have to read my fics *___* (in fact, I suggest you don't read them, because they pale in comparison to yours. Really, all of them do.)
Haha, no, I was just kidding! xD I can never hate you because of a fic :3 I'll just be emo, but that won't take away your talent in writing :3
Ah, you're right. Fan fictions serve as a way to experience things without... actually experiencing them? I can't really explain it but... argh, in a way it's like an escape into another universe *____* meh, look at me being all dramatic e____e I hope I got my point across though ;~; I've never been good at explaining things, which is one of the reasons why I fail as an author OTL
Oh! And thank you for adding me back again ♥
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YES I DO HAVE TO!
I WANT TO!! :)
I will go check those fics of yours out! ♥
Aw you're so sweet, you couldn't hate me, really? :3
No you're good at explaining things!
The universe thing is a good one! I like that one best ^^v
And your point got across, bb ♥
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creepy guy in gif is creepy orz
If there's any fic of mine I'd recommend, I guess it'd be the last one I wrote? Because it took me two months to write it (because I gave up on it at one point) and I poured in a lot of effort into it (that, and the others I wrote are like... really weird OTL)
And, I could never hate you :33
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But it's cute all the same, because it's youuu ♥
I READ THAT!
DID YOU SEE MY COMMENT!! XD
I LOVED IT BB ♥
You cannot stop me from stalking your fics (and loving you) anymore!! ♥♥♥
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And, oh, your comment is very much loved by me :3 Idk, you're just like, niceness on legs or something you are so sweet ♥
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It's so cute XD
And you are just as sweet, bb ♥
It's amazing being in this fandom because I get to meet people like youuuuuuuu :)
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kfghkjsdg you're really, really nice I'm so glad we're friends ♥
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Haha I'm a little noisy in real life, lol - you mightn't be able to stand me (oh noes :O)!
No judging heh, I like it too ♥
I think it's great we can have such honesty online, sometimes it isn't so easy in real life, no?
wierghwiout2mckehg you are SO NICE TOO.
Glad you came and talked to me ♥
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No, that's not true! I'm pretty loud myself :)) well, once I warm up to people and get past that introverted side of me :-?
Yes, I agree~ I think one of the perks of being online is that people tend to be more honest? (though sometimes, people are a little bit too honest, but I guess that all depends on the person >.>)
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I'm on hiatus and I finally decided to come tell everyone I'm on hiatus and I SEE THIS.
-weeps in despair-
I'm so, so, so sorry about not replying this earlier TT^TT
I hope you're still around~~
I MISS YOU AND YOUR SWEETNESS AND I LOVE YOU TONS ♥
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