Aug 18, 2007 02:00
To those that read this..
[will be proofed in the morining, i SWEAR it, im tired, dammit!]
Think what you will of Invidia. slag her and call her a coward, but if ther is one thing that i know, its this:
REAL friends will be ther for you , always, throw thick and think, rain or fire. all of it. they will stay by your side like a banicale, and no matter what you do, they will take it all.
yes, there might be bitterness at the hurtfull things that wher said, but in time, that will fade.
I willingly let Kiya slag my name around, hardly raiosing a protest. why?
i really dont know.
and then she contacts me out of the blue, and at first, fuck yes, i was weary. its sad, but its the thruth.
I still love her, but... distance, drama and hatefull words have put a wall up that i find that i want to breach, but im SCARED of what lays beyound.
thanks to certian ppl, this has happened.
there not a group that encourges friendship, ther a griuop, that i personly have found, would rather distroy them and maniplate both parties.
Im cutting ALL ties with that group. the fuckers are fuckers in my opion. and i dont care if they slander my name or what. im beyound caring.
Kiya, i... i really dont know whats going to happen, but..
i know that I'll stand by your side as long as you let me, even then, you'll find it hard to get rid of me. Your a friend, but theres a wall of bitterness thats going to take sometime to come down. witch is a pitty, but.... its life, ;___;
oh, and UNBLOCK ME FROM COMMENT!
...before i pull out the nuke to nucke the blockade. >__>;;