And if somehow fate were in my hands would it be enough to understand?

May 14, 2006 23:16

I stole this from Sar who stole it from Jana...

List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
-Don't say who they are, use people only once.
-All who read this must post in their own journal

1. I've never had someone like you before. We were always strong but I love the friends that we have become. I love how we always say "love you" and how you call me some cute little endearment without thinking. We're for life. Sisters.

2. You are such a huge part of my life. You have been there for me and get me on a level that no one else does. You read me so well, and I don't tell you enough that I love you. I want to somehow, someday, be the friend to you that you have been to me

3. Where to begin? I am actually speechless. I forget sometimes how long we have known each other, and I forgot sometimes to show the appreciation I should. You are always there, and you worry about me, and you give out to me when i screw up, but you always make me feel loved. I can't wait til we are in the same place

4. One of my biggest regrets is that time where we lost touch. I blame myself completely for it, and I am glad that we are making it better. I love that even despite that time, we can still tell each other anything. I wish i could have been there more for you, but I am proud of the person you have become. We will meet again, and this time I am not sure I will be able to let go

5. You will always own a piece of me that no one else knows. I miss you so much it hurts. I hate what we became. I love what we were, and what you will always be to me

6. You were a hero to me as a child. You fell from my grace as a teenager. What you did for me a few weeks ago meant the world to me. Despite anything else, I admire you, I love talking to you, and I am proud to say I love you

7. It makes me a little sad that come September, I can't see us being friends.

8. It makes me happy to see us getting closer as time goes on. I am so proud of you and admire you. Never change, you became one of my best friends in a surprisingly fast amount of time and I only hope it stays that way

9. I love how despite our fights and clashes and sometimes hurtful words, you are always there with a soft shoulder and telling me its ok

10. We will never be the kind of close you want. I lost respect for you a long time ago. I love you, but as a person I don't like you. We are too different and my biggest fear is being like you. That being said, I am a little bit hopeful that distance will make it better
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