This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue..
Despite how sucky this day has already been..I'm fine..But I'll tell the story anyways because I am procrastinating doing something else. Okay..first I had a horrible nightmare. Kyle,Stephanie,Lauren,and Lauren all died in like the same day.Stephanie and Lauren Lidy died of possible suicide,but I'm not sure.It had something to do with Stephanie's mom for her. Lauren Odom died in a car accident.Kyle was shot :( but yet I could still talk to him..it was just really heartbreaking cause I knew he was dead and I could never be with him..but he was still there. Lets see..I was in a car going to where Lauren was killed thinking "how am i going to get through all these funerals.." cause the people who died are the ones who mean the most to me. Laurens fourth grade teacher was the one that hit Lauren.She apologized and stuff..but i was fighting back tears. It was all so horrible..if you all absolutely HAVE to die..space it out,please.Anyways,I know this dream is very very symbolic.I already have a guess to what it means, but I'd like other peoples opinions. I know its negative so worry not,you won't hurt my feelings.
Okay the next thing that happened..I was running behind.I was supposed to be leaving but I wasn't dressed.I had been working on my report and talking to kyle.So,I run out to the Laundry room and change real fast.Walking from the kitchen into the dining room, I managed to somehow step on some glass.Well,I didn't have time to mess with it..so I examined it, tried a little to get it up,then gave up.I hurriedly put on my shoes and grabbed Aaron and walked to the bus stop..with glass in my foot. And by the time I get home, It will be so far imbedded in my foot that I won't be able to get it out and I will get an infuction.But that's okay..I'm going to soak it.Its not that big though..hopefull it'll fall out.
And that's all so far. It could be worse though if SOMEONE breaks their promise to me..again..for the the fifth time..this week. Bye bye
-ellie
Cuz I want to learn How you save yourself For someone who Could love you for you So many times we just give it away To someone who couldn’t even remember your name Did you save yourself For someone who loves you for you And loves me for me Give it away To someone who Someone who Can cherish your name