happy? sad? shit.
So, I have finally entered a new chapter in my book of relationships.
About a few months ago, I dated a state trooper for a week. That was interesting. It consisted of him buying me basically whatever I needed at the moment and poring over me like an adoring fan. But I don't like being adored. So...I dumped him. Apparently he became obsessed with me after going out for only a week and tried to write me some sort of love letter but it was intercepted by the work friend who introduced us at first. Thank god. haha.
Now I am with this new guy. It's odd because I sorta asked him out and he's really shy. But he sort of reminds me of someone. Except like the good twin version of them. He always apologizes if I think he's hurt my feelings, whether he realizes it or not. Also, he always fully explains himself and is really kind. Plus my sister said that it's the *first* guy that I'm dating that she thinks is actually attractive. My god, and IS he. He's 6'2", smooth-skinned and he has the sexiest voice and everything. Plus he even uses weird fucking word usage. Like "I like you as well". and "indeed". These are little weird things that I get hung up on. He also "aims to please" and focuses on me! ME!!! lol. Obviously I haven't received the degree of attention in my past relationships that I have required. but he always comforts me and lets me know that everything's all right. and he doesn't fuckin' hide me from his friends and he doesn't shamelessly flirt with girls. he's amazing. even though i am so insecure and afraid to trust him completely, still. I think that this relationship could actually be good for me. :]
Oh, and I start at GMU in a few days. I'm so excited!!! School!!! wooot.
About a few months ago, I dated a state trooper for a week. That was interesting. It consisted of him buying me basically whatever I needed at the moment and poring over me like an adoring fan. But I don't like being adored. So...I dumped him. Apparently he became obsessed with me after going out for only a week and tried to write me some sort of love letter but it was intercepted by the work friend who introduced us at first. Thank god. haha.
Now I am with this new guy. It's odd because I sorta asked him out and he's really shy. But he sort of reminds me of someone. Except like the good twin version of them. He always apologizes if I think he's hurt my feelings, whether he realizes it or not. Also, he always fully explains himself and is really kind. Plus my sister said that it's the *first* guy that I'm dating that she thinks is actually attractive. My god, and IS he. He's 6'2", smooth-skinned and he has the sexiest voice and everything. Plus he even uses weird fucking word usage. Like "I like you as well". and "indeed". These are little weird things that I get hung up on. He also "aims to please" and focuses on me! ME!!! lol. Obviously I haven't received the degree of attention in my past relationships that I have required. but he always comforts me and lets me know that everything's all right. and he doesn't fuckin' hide me from his friends and he doesn't shamelessly flirt with girls. he's amazing. even though i am so insecure and afraid to trust him completely, still. I think that this relationship could actually be good for me. :]
Oh, and I start at GMU in a few days. I'm so excited!!! School!!! wooot.