I cant take life...
I seriously cant take life anymore. This is killing me! This whole Nessa thing... I never meant anything to be bad... People respect her, thats what I was trying to say. I wrote her a note to say I'm sorry, cause I didnt think she would listen to me if I said it to her face. But at lunch, she said she didnt want to talk about it, and she was mad, so I didnt think she would read it, so I threw it away. And now Shay is mad at me...
I'm, seriously starting to think that I wont have ANY friends by the end of this year.
I cant take all of these people getting mad at me, and it is my fault, I know that. And today, all trough history I cried, becuase I knew I hurt Nessa, and you dont know how many times I told myself that I wanted to get home and cut myself or worse... cause I cant deal with this anymore. I cant take life anymore...
I'm, seriously starting to think that I wont have ANY friends by the end of this year.
I cant take all of these people getting mad at me, and it is my fault, I know that. And today, all trough history I cried, becuase I knew I hurt Nessa, and you dont know how many times I told myself that I wanted to get home and cut myself or worse... cause I cant deal with this anymore. I cant take life anymore...