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Apr 05, 2005 23:33

So I can't help but feel somewhat guilty well, not really but still.

Today was suck a hectic day. Woke up at about 10:30 or so and got Jack to say he would go to the doctor so I took him. We got there and the lady said there was something wrong with his insurance. Spent about an hour trying to figure that out and finally they got it to work. turns out the 1st lady we talked to processed it wrong. He finnaly got to see a doctor and i was right he has pink eye. They gave him a perscription and we left.
Closed my bank accounts and got money out. turns out I was $40 short of my order so I asked ken if i could borrow it but i had to wait for him to get his check card from mom.
So i took jack to fill his perscription and we traded in movies. I ened up falling asleep in his big soft recliner chair for about 2 hours.
Woke up at 6 with 7 messages on my phone. from jade, al , mom, ken X( !!! stress overload. got yelled at and lectured and all kinds of not fun stuff because i fell asleep and didn't make it up to loveland by 5.
But i got the money from ken and jack came with me up to Loveland.

(okay most stressful part)

On the way to loveland Jacks best 'girl'friend calls and tells him that shes madly in love with him and that she just can't take this anymore and she dosn't want to talk to him ever again because it hurts to much.
- this is the same girl who the night I first met Jack choose another guy over him and hurt Jack. Then after he met me she went and changed her mind and wanted jack instead.-
But he dosn't like her that way and he told her that he just wanted to be best friends.
And now she basically told him that he had to choose her or they couldn't be friends anymore.
now I can understand likeing a guy who dosn't like you back hurts alot but honestly it makes me so mad because shes not being fair to him, and I see it really hurts him to loose her friendship.
And it makes me even more mad that I have to stand up for her and all this kind of crap because I understand the whole girl thing and I have never even met this girl. Honestly I didn't get a good impression the first time I heard about her and I know for a fact that she hates me.
*sigh*
I donno... Just stress mostly. I don't like seeing him so sad about this whole thing.
But you know maybe its for the best. If shes going to be that way she dosn't deserve to be his freind. As far as I can tell she had her chance and she blew it.

eh..
But jack and I talked for a long time on the ride back and he really dose care alot about me. I care about him too. and I am certain things will only get better with us.
I know he wants to be with me for a long time.
~~~

Also think I might be getting sick. lol I hope I don't get pink eye as that would suck ass. ^.^
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