I told you to leave but you stubborn and you love him...
for someone who needs a detailed
explaination as to why I act the way I do:
As Ive said before, cuz I'll say it again...you aint have to bullshit with me for that long, and lie to me and soup my head up and fuckin lead me on. If you didnt like me, you shoulda said so. If you wanted to just be fuck buddies you shoulda said so. But nooo...you dont talk about shit because to you everything is drama. Instead you drove yourself nuts by seeing me everyday. Which is not entirely my fault because I remember alot of times, you asking me if I was coming here or there with you. blah blah blah. And you have some balls, tellin Ang Im a "crazy bitch". Oh, okay, how else would you expect me to act if you tell me you dont give a shit cuz Im wrong for wanting to be with you. You dont go out of your way to say hi to me, now do you? Cuz you still stuck on this little kid shit..."Well Im not gonna say hi to her until she says hi to me.." Come on now...If I don't come out and say what I have to say to you its not cuz Im scared or that I dont want to, because I do, I wanna work this shit out, you act like I like being pissed off cuz of you. If I dont say anything about our situation, its because its not something that has to be discussed in front of everyone in the shed, considering thats the only place I see you anymore. And Im not gonna interrupt your chill time to work out problems with me. Im not that important and I know this. Im not ignorant to you, according to Ang, you think Im ignorant to you?!? Your kidding right? I go out of my way alot of times to be nice to you so youre not thinking she hates me. I dont hate you at all, its just I have alot of misunderstanding between us and it pisses me off. I dont get why, besides the fact we spent too much time together and you thought thats why I was usually pissed off. The only reason I ever suddenly got mad was cuz someone was still writing you text messages talking bout, "I love you blah blah mwah", of course imma be mad over some shit like that but other than that I was only mad 3 times and I can name you where, when and why. And its not exactly your fault, ask I'll tell. If you ask me thats the only thing that was wrong. Cuz if im not mistaken, or unless you were lying again, which you still haven't denied, everything "felt right" to you too...I guess its still important to me considering Im still stressin over ya ass. So you cant even tell me you feel like I never wanna talk to you because its the other way around...
But um, yeah.
The ball is in your court now.
If you decide to come off your horse and come talk to me, great, hopefully we can come to an agreement. If not, then its on you now if our friendship is ruined, not mine.
explaination as to why I act the way I do:
As Ive said before, cuz I'll say it again...you aint have to bullshit with me for that long, and lie to me and soup my head up and fuckin lead me on. If you didnt like me, you shoulda said so. If you wanted to just be fuck buddies you shoulda said so. But nooo...you dont talk about shit because to you everything is drama. Instead you drove yourself nuts by seeing me everyday. Which is not entirely my fault because I remember alot of times, you asking me if I was coming here or there with you. blah blah blah. And you have some balls, tellin Ang Im a "crazy bitch". Oh, okay, how else would you expect me to act if you tell me you dont give a shit cuz Im wrong for wanting to be with you. You dont go out of your way to say hi to me, now do you? Cuz you still stuck on this little kid shit..."Well Im not gonna say hi to her until she says hi to me.." Come on now...If I don't come out and say what I have to say to you its not cuz Im scared or that I dont want to, because I do, I wanna work this shit out, you act like I like being pissed off cuz of you. If I dont say anything about our situation, its because its not something that has to be discussed in front of everyone in the shed, considering thats the only place I see you anymore. And Im not gonna interrupt your chill time to work out problems with me. Im not that important and I know this. Im not ignorant to you, according to Ang, you think Im ignorant to you?!? Your kidding right? I go out of my way alot of times to be nice to you so youre not thinking she hates me. I dont hate you at all, its just I have alot of misunderstanding between us and it pisses me off. I dont get why, besides the fact we spent too much time together and you thought thats why I was usually pissed off. The only reason I ever suddenly got mad was cuz someone was still writing you text messages talking bout, "I love you blah blah mwah", of course imma be mad over some shit like that but other than that I was only mad 3 times and I can name you where, when and why. And its not exactly your fault, ask I'll tell. If you ask me thats the only thing that was wrong. Cuz if im not mistaken, or unless you were lying again, which you still haven't denied, everything "felt right" to you too...I guess its still important to me considering Im still stressin over ya ass. So you cant even tell me you feel like I never wanna talk to you because its the other way around...
But um, yeah.
The ball is in your court now.
If you decide to come off your horse and come talk to me, great, hopefully we can come to an agreement. If not, then its on you now if our friendship is ruined, not mine.