Still

[broken_chalice]

It still hurts that the person that I still love more than anything doesn't reciprocate that love. It hurts so badly that I don't want to feel anymore and want to hate him more than he could possibly fathom...but I can't.

It's over forever and I cannot deal with it so easily. I wish that...I wish...oh well...I'm sure that those wishes can not be granted and no one cares anyway.