expect...

[broken_chalice]

My mother said, "People will always kick you when you're down." I know that she got that saying from somewhere else, but the fact still remains that the saying resounds in my ears with such fullness that nothing else could be the truth right now.

I've tried, and tried and tried and have found myself wanting...I am unable to try anymore.

I want you to know, Brandon, that I've always loved you...that'll never change...I know you don't believe me right now, but that's irrelevant.