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I do myself so much damage. I look in the mirror and I see me, nothing more and nothing less. But...it's not enough. It seems that nothing is enough anymore. Why is that? Why do I do this to myself, and better yet, why do I care?
Now you know that you can't say things like that; you know I love you. Don't be silly; everyone loves you.
Fuck you; you're stupid...you don't know shit.
I know I love you; isn't that enough.
No...and if you don't fucking leave me alone I'm going to fucking kill you and then slit my own throat
Now we can't do that can we
Fuck you!
No baby, no. You're going to be ok; you'll find what you're looking for.
How would you know what I'm looking for? You hate me
You've not been listening to me; I love you. Hear me, listen to me, feel my heart beat; it beats for you.
No, it beats for you...it's your heart...not mine...not mine...not mine
Yes, it is yours. I'm yours.
Well, I don't want you...you're annoying and non-existent...you're just my mind telling me sweet little nothings that can constitute nothing more than some fallible, demented attempt to quell me...to snuff me out...to make me weak...to make me like you...fuck you...FUCK YOU
It doesn't matter what you say, what you do, who you do or where you go; I'll always be there; I'll always be here, I love you. I won't leave you alone. I miss you when you pull away; why won't you just let me love you; don't make me force you to; you know I will. I can't help myself; I love you.
Will you please...please just leave me alone...I can't handle this anymore
Yes, you can't handle it, but I can. I can handle me, I can handle it, and I can handle you. Let me my sweet baby; just let me.
Will you go to hell and leave me the fuck alone?
I love you; let me kiss your tears; let me...let me. You can cry as hard as you want; I won't judge you. I'll cry with you; you're hurting. Come here; I want to hold you. No; I'll come to you. Just stay right where you are.
Now you know that you can't say things like that; you know I love you. Don't be silly; everyone loves you.
Fuck you; you're stupid...you don't know shit.
I know I love you; isn't that enough.
No...and if you don't fucking leave me alone I'm going to fucking kill you and then slit my own throat
Now we can't do that can we
Fuck you!
No baby, no. You're going to be ok; you'll find what you're looking for.
How would you know what I'm looking for? You hate me
You've not been listening to me; I love you. Hear me, listen to me, feel my heart beat; it beats for you.
No, it beats for you...it's your heart...not mine...not mine...not mine
Yes, it is yours. I'm yours.
Well, I don't want you...you're annoying and non-existent...you're just my mind telling me sweet little nothings that can constitute nothing more than some fallible, demented attempt to quell me...to snuff me out...to make me weak...to make me like you...fuck you...FUCK YOU
It doesn't matter what you say, what you do, who you do or where you go; I'll always be there; I'll always be here, I love you. I won't leave you alone. I miss you when you pull away; why won't you just let me love you; don't make me force you to; you know I will. I can't help myself; I love you.
Will you please...please just leave me alone...I can't handle this anymore
Yes, you can't handle it, but I can. I can handle me, I can handle it, and I can handle you. Let me my sweet baby; just let me.
Will you go to hell and leave me the fuck alone?
I love you; let me kiss your tears; let me...let me. You can cry as hard as you want; I won't judge you. I'll cry with you; you're hurting. Come here; I want to hold you. No; I'll come to you. Just stay right where you are.