Le Sigh
I was writing somewhere else about my ex-boyfriend, and it kinda got me all depressed like. Because he was such a fucking asshole, but I still hung onto to him because he was the only thing I know, so to speak. He was my 'first' boyfriend and only one since. And it depresses me to know that because it's kinda sad. Although the whole people pool is kinda quiet shallow. It's still the point.
Yeah, I know, enough with the emo shit. But I kinda really can't help it. See, Bri has Matt, Jen had Tom for the longest ass time, and Sara lady has her boi. And I have fucking nothing, never had and never will. Sometimes I really wish to cut out my eyes so I wouldn't have to see anyone together. Yeah, it seems a wee bit selfish. Why can't other people be happy just because I'm not? But I can't help it. It's just something that comes out when I see couples, or read about or hear people talk about thier 'other'. Believe me, I'm all for relationship and what not, but it's getting to the point that it makes me I want to hurl everytime.
Gah. Yeah, anyways. I am soo entertained by the show Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends.... You don't even know! Oh, yeah, Meatwad's pregnent!! Yeah, I think that's enough....
Yeah, I know, enough with the emo shit. But I kinda really can't help it. See, Bri has Matt, Jen had Tom for the longest ass time, and Sara lady has her boi. And I have fucking nothing, never had and never will. Sometimes I really wish to cut out my eyes so I wouldn't have to see anyone together. Yeah, it seems a wee bit selfish. Why can't other people be happy just because I'm not? But I can't help it. It's just something that comes out when I see couples, or read about or hear people talk about thier 'other'. Believe me, I'm all for relationship and what not, but it's getting to the point that it makes me I want to hurl everytime.
Gah. Yeah, anyways. I am soo entertained by the show Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends.... You don't even know! Oh, yeah, Meatwad's pregnent!! Yeah, I think that's enough....