Dec 16, 2004 12:25
oh i cant wait till i get to go home and see my family.
i am glad i started school so late in the year.
because honestly i am not used to it yet, i am not used to being responsible - i really hate it lol, its no fun. and it really sucks hating the people i live with, just wishing they could just go away certain days so i could be alone in the apartment. i hate having to rip them a new asshole while trying to get their fucking rent money to pay it on time, getting them to fucking pick up after themselves... its just so hard for me to comprehend that someone could leave a coffee cup sitting out for 2 weeks! and he still never picked it up, i had to. pathetic.
anyways, i got side tracked.
i am doing good in school except for the class that i actually have to pass, haha. sad.
but really i am ready to get away from school, its making me sick. i stopped eating, sleeping and caring. caring about my health, my body, and my happieness.
so after the exam tomorrow i am free, hopefully i can get better over break before we come back to school, or i might be in some trouble.