alone.

[broken_angel_22]

i drank myself retarted last night.
by myself
for myself
all alone.
i dont know what else to do

i am so fucking sorry.
i should have thought it through
i should have mustered up the thoughts
to spit out the words.

i cant do this.
its too hard.
i hate it.

please forgive me
please understand
please dont stop loving me.
please stay
please dont hate me.

* i know i love you *