i'm watching moulin rouge!!!!!!!!
ok so i am the happiest i have ever been right now. what a great feeling. its crazy cause i use to be so unhappy and i just can't imagine feeling that way right now. i came from so much. its really great to look back and see how i've changed and grown as a person. i still have ways to go but i'm really proud of myself. if i got out of my darkness than i know anyone can. people just have to decide to change and go out and make themselves happy. anyway... now that i got that out...the worse days of my life were also the best....josie you know...i love you...
so in other news..i talked to matt for about 5 hours on the phone today!!!! i know i know...pam was like what did you guys talk about???!!! well all kinds of stuff....and there was more to say but his phone was dying. my cell phone was dying so i got on the house phone. he def needs a cell phone. but anyway he is so very great and i haven't liked anyone like this since justin which speaking of he has met someone else...oh well....but matt!!!! yay!!! so i've been attracted to people and had crushes and what not but i really like him. we're going to hang out tomorrow...or later today depends on how technical you want to be. he wants us to go bowling!!! how cute is that...i haven't been on a date to the bowling alley in a long time. i love to bowl though.
so in other news..i talked to matt for about 5 hours on the phone today!!!! i know i know...pam was like what did you guys talk about???!!! well all kinds of stuff....and there was more to say but his phone was dying. my cell phone was dying so i got on the house phone. he def needs a cell phone. but anyway he is so very great and i haven't liked anyone like this since justin which speaking of he has met someone else...oh well....but matt!!!! yay!!! so i've been attracted to people and had crushes and what not but i really like him. we're going to hang out tomorrow...or later today depends on how technical you want to be. he wants us to go bowling!!! how cute is that...i haven't been on a date to the bowling alley in a long time. i love to bowl though.