Mar 14, 2005 22:44
so today was pretty shitty actually even though most people would've thought i had a great day like usual. some shit happened. dont wanna go there. but im really depressed about it. whatever. i'm used to shit going wrong in my life.
got to hang out with a handfull of my favorite people today though. me tommy katie and danny hung out all day doing stupid things like going to a park and doing homework at borders. haha we're crackheads. got some delicious taco bell. took some sweet pictures as usual. as soon as i figure out how to put them on the computer i'll post some.
cant wait for this week to be over. cancun is so soon. thank god. i need to get outta this shit hole we call michigan.
you wanna know what the truth is? I still love you and i probably will for a very long time but i cant just be your friend. Because as much as i enjoy the concept of being just friends. In reality its a bizzare form of torture. And im just not willing to participate in it. So right now what i wanna do is just move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore.
^sweet quote. thats why ive loved this past week. i've learned how to make myself not think about these stupid things.