I- You- UalkJDASLFKAHSFAS. You don't know what my inside is like at this moment. I sort of feel like throwing up. Or crying. Or jumping up and down. All three? Just- I don't know how to-
I love Marjorie and I love my brother. But me and this episode should have been alone.
It was more dramatic than the rest of the series, but it was still done perfectly. God. Jim's voice saying, "I'm in love with you." I seriously- And the single tear and the way he sort of brushed it away, but didn't really.
AND THE KISS! My God. The kiss. Perfection. Pam on the phone with her mom, "I don't know, mom. He's my best friend...Yeah, he's great...I think I am..." I'm just- The way she reacted to him telling her that was everything I've imagined it to be. His- Again with the crying. I was like, "Wait..is Jim's eye glistening?"
Marjorie just called me to say, "Did that really just happen?"
This is pretty much my feeling right now. I just- Don't-
This show has made me overuse the "-" punctuation. Because I don't even know that I've processed what just happened in my brain.
I can't even remember the other 25 minutes or so of the show. Just the last minutes. I'm sure it was hilarious though.
STEVE CARELL, I LOVE YOU FOR WRITING THIS.
I feel like I want to cry, but I really just don't feel anything at this moment. Oh, wait. Here come the tears. I just had to think about everything leading up to this. And there it is.
Okay. I'm going to stop this incoherence.
Just one more time:
O. M. F. G.
Oh oh oh. And I forgot about the way he said to her, "I just need you to know that...for once." And when she says, "Jim, I really value our friendship-" "Don't. Don't do that. I want to be more than that." He's so so sos sos sos so sos os- So. I just can't even handle it. I'm afraid to watch it again.
AND NOW HALF OF THE SONGS ON MY PAM/JIM PLAYLIST ARE IRRELEVANT.
Well, there goes my sleep for tonight.
The end.