Feb 21, 2006 08:59
tennis = L-o-V-E*<3
it started today=), i really do think i'm going to love it*
sorry i haven't updated in awhile just had some things going on and just didn't really feel like updating. i suppose life is going well?? it can be g00d at times and then at other times it can be bad? here lately i've just been so confused and lost about everything that's goin on. sometimes i don't even know why i bother, you know? but i've come to realize that sh!t is going to be sad, you're going to get talked about and lied on, you can't trust a lot of people, you HAVE to be able to depend on yourself to get by in life, being (who & what) you're supposed to be isn't as easy as what i used to think it is, high school is a bunch a Bullsh!t but in the end you finally see that these years are the best years of your life if you make them that way, boys will b-r-e-a-k your heart, friends will betray you, and the world may crumble down on you, but if you just stay true to yourself and don't turn your back on the world, then you'll be just fine.
you all may not see things that way but that's what i have come to realize from my past 15 years experience at life.
but, i just woke up from my nap and i'm getting ready to watch American Idol, so i'll leave you with some randoms & shoutouts :
<3 - HAPPY BRITHDAY NICK FIELDS, haha i still love you even though you've lost your touch ;o)
<3 - i'm really really tired and i do believe imma go to bed EARLY tonight=/
<3 - Miles, wow, for us to not be real cousions we sure act like it. we've always been kinda close and we've always been able to talk to each other but here lately, espically these past few days it's like we're brother & sister. i thank you soooo much for being there for me, i don't know what i would do with out you. HAHAHAHA, we have some of the "oddest" conversations but it's all good, at least we're O-P-E-N about it all ;o) thanks for everything and i wish the VERY BEST for you and Taylor.<33
<3 - some of my friends & i have seperated here lately & i'm not quite sure why? it makes me sad but i haven't ddone anything so i guess i'll just not care??....blah, i still love you all thought :o)
<3 - i really wanted something to happen tonight but it didn't =/, maybe it's not supposed to buttttt i doubt that, it'll happen by the end of the week ;o)
<3 - 2 quotes from the past week or so : "are you ready to have a THREE FINGER conversation?" hahahaa && "bless ya lil cotton BALLS"
<3 - i'm completely CRAZY ;o) but ya gotta love me
THiS iS iT FoR ME.....i LoVE CoMMENTS<33