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Anyone wanna hear the new one on me??????????? à
I ‘ m a d r u g g I e*!
Haha, yeah that’s me alright ;o)*
People are soo stupid, but I’m not going to let it get to me because I know I’m not and never will be!! --- You all can think what you wanna about me but I have WAAAYY too much to live for! ---
I’M NOT GOING TO LET ANYTHING OR ANYONE BRING ME DOWN LIKE I HAVE BEEN THESE LAST FEW WEEKS e v e r AGAIN* it’s not worth all the pain and suffering, none of it is* (( && thanks to Mr. White I realized a lot of this stuff ))
It’s funny though, I found out that some of the people who were talking about it (around other people) are some people that I thought were my closest friends* hrmmm…? I’m not mad, but if any of you are/were concerned about me…then you should have confronted me about it and not each other!! (( I think I would know a little more about what I did and plan on doing in M Y life! ))?!
Buuuuuuuutttt, I know I still have some friends who love me and are playing along with the joke that I ‘ m a d r u g g I e*! (hahaha…thanks to everyone who has been there for me this past lil bit, things have been pretty tough with family and stuff && I thank you all for being there for me!! I love you guys with my whole heart<33)
Shew, my parents are seriously bipolar & that’s not a joke*!!! My dad and me are fine until my mother opens her big ole mouth and then all hell breaks loose!! ( my dad always takes her side on everything whether he agrees or not because he doesn’t want to hear her bitch about it all )… the last few days with her has been a living hell, especially since I don’t just get yelled at by her she goes and tells my father a bunch of crap that isn’t even true and then he yells at me ten times worse. I mean who is really nice and loving one minute and the next they’re yelling at you over God knows what?? * & they wonder why I never want to spend anytime with them, HERE’S YOUR SIGN!*
I can’t wait until tennis starts, only a week and two days away!! YAYNESS*:o)
Welp, <3the love life<3 is officially on hold* I need to get myself(heart) put back together from the whole “Robbie Deal”! I’ll eventually get back in the game but I seriously don’t think it’ll be anytime soon from the way things are going and how I am feeling about everything!* =/ …I see everyone else around me being a couple and being happy with each other && for once I want that to be M E who is truly happy for a change. && not just to be happy but to have that happiness last quite awhile. I know there is someone out there for me, that’s not what I’m talking about, but I do want to find a high school love. - hopefully it’ll happen -
*Right now I’m just going to take each day o n e---s t e p at a time and see where this path I’m on leads. <3