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i've been so good about this whole thing. but friday it totally hit me. and now im just a mess. it probably doesnt mean anything. just like it didnt before. and im trying to beleive that. but you know me, analazing everything. ohh god why do i do this to myself. its tearing me apart. and i cant stand it.
jillian and jacquie are coming over later. disney night is canceled. its next saturday. hmph. im in no mood to have anyone over. i guess i just have to suck it up and deal with it. =(