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Things are saddening but oh well......I have some new friends better than losing right? hummmmmmmmm I need another party atleast then I can be a little happy. I know I know I'm just becoming my old self all over again but atleast he didn't get hurt much. Old me never fell for anyone he said "Fuck relationships and fuck love!" I like my old self better. Maybe it's time for me to come back for the real me to come back. I don't care if you're disappointed in me atleast I can be just a bit happy as old me than lonely and miserable now. I want a drink just something strong I don't care what. Give me a party for just another emotionless hook up no one gets hurt then.