Jun 15, 2005 23:51
hey hey hey! i'm in a much better mood. it might be the alcohol i'm drinkin but i'm feeling a lot better. Dustin still isn't talking to me. Wade ain't talking to me either now guess I again screwed up somehow. Stewy didn't call me or come to see today which is f*cked up. Matt is back in case I didn't mention that and well he's ignoring me, which sucks. Blake won't leave me alone which is driving me crazy, take a hint quite calling. D*mn that has been over for over a year now. Chris well I haven't talked to him in what seems like forever. Josh is still in love with me and I don't know why, s*it I wouldn't be in love with someone like me. Keith well he said he misses me and that's lovely but I don't care. Mike and me are still friends but he keeps wanting to take it back to where it was which is never going to happen. I don't see why these people who left me in the first place want me back now. I mean s*it I'm still the same girl I was back then with a few minor changes. Anyways John misses me a bunch now that he moved to Flordia and he said he wishes we would have hooked up before he left. So many boys and so little love that I have for any of them. A few yes but most of them not at all.