dustin is still mad at me
I don't know what I could have done to make him so mad at me, but Dustin my best bud is no longer speaking to me and it totally blows. Matter a fact it blows more than a new york hooker! lol had to put a funny in here for Nikki. That's my other best friend she is a trip. Oh yeah and she also told me today that she is in love and has finally found the one. Oh she is so lucky...maybe one day i will too. Um yea right that's not going to happen. There may be more fish in the sea but I do believe the sea is polluted. School sucks, I'm failing Geometry, with a 68. Which if that shows up on my report card then mom is gonna flip the f@$% out. She'll ground me and then I won't be able to go to the dance with Dustin but oh wait he's not talking to me. Which sucks a lot too because he was suppose to be my date for the dance coming up. Now I hope they cancel it cuz I'm not going alone and well, it just doesn't seem right to go without the person I wanted to go with. I don't know how things are with him and his girlfriend but that's only cuz he won't talk to me. Speaking of people that aren't talking to me, my cousin Travis and my cousin Heather aren't talking to me anymore either and it blows. I worked my ass off for like 4 hours on this god-forsaken biology project that is due tomorrow. I probably wouldn't have been so busy had I not procrastinated and done it like a week ago when I got it. Oh well that's me a big procrastinator who nobody loves. I'm sure everyone thinks I'm rabbling on but you know what if you do, f@$% you. You can simply click the little x in the corner with the red box around it and leave, cuz I didn't want you to read it anyway. Life sucks, I hate this town, I hate the people in this town and more importantly I hate that my brother and his girlfriend haven't moved out yet. They are suppose to be here soon in like the next month or two. Which is great news for once, that means Mom and me can finally get the house done the way we want, well assuming we don't get kicked out. The only other good news is I might be getting my tounge pierced here soon and when Mom gets taxes back I'm getting a cellphone. Whopp whopp! (Yes, I'm a dork and I don't find it offensive so *sticks tounge out at you and gives you the finger*) Me and my father are no longer speaking he finally pissed me off to a point where I just don't care if he is alive or not and I know that is a horrible thing to say but it is the truth cuz he hasn't done a damn thing for me. Oh yes the song I'm listening to makes me think of Dewy everytime I hear it and in case you don't know that is one of Dustin's nicknames. Well, I'm off to listen to the song again and think of Dustin which means I'll probably shed some tears. Look at the lyrics of this song if you know anything about me and Dustin's situation then you'll understand. Peace I'm out of here!