Your heart keeps the beat.
Tuesday night kyle called me to kick it. We went over to khalils house, I havent seen khalil in forever. I feel like him and i sorta connect on a "unspoken" level because we both have dealt with shit we shouldnt have had to. After that kyle and i drove around and just talked, went to pick up Steff and hung out. After that steff and i met up with katie and we all went to fantasy unlimited and i bought a cock ring haha i dont know why, it just looked cool..and we went upstairs to check out the porn booths. It was so scary, i felt like i was in a horror house on halloween. walking down the row of jackoff stalls; you can tell if their is a guy in the booth because the door is shut but you can see his shoes. we sat and talked with the frontdesk guys for a bit, they were completely normal and let us check out the theater...i never knew they had a porn movie theater...where couples can go and fuck while others are watching the movie. one guy was telling us how he went to check the teather and there was a train being ran by 4gay men. after we finshed talking, we went back downstairs and left.
Wednesday night alex, kyle, cam, and i all kicked it. we went and ate and walked around bell square until steff got off work. after that we went and rented the paris hilton dvd at castle. went back to my place to watch it. it wasnt so exciting. after that we all hung out and talked. it was cam and steff first real porn. when we got back to the eastside i thought id meet up with katie and go to visit andru, but i guess it didnt work out so i went home a little upset.
Kyles a good guy, im glad to have him as a friend. we sat outside on my deck and smoked, talked about local bands and a certain lead singer in a local band who we both cant stand. He made me feel better about alot of things, i find it rare to be able to be around people and feel completely comfortable and be able to tell them anything...is that weird i can do that around kyle?? ...i consider kyle one of my best friends.
Cam came out to kick it too, which is weird he NEVER hangs out. so i was very excited to be with him. He got a damn digital camera and wouldnt stop taking my picture. i hate that. i must say though, cam has gotten very handsome, and he wore a hot shirt with these leather flipflops and jeans.
In the next few weeks blake and i plan on going in to get some ink done. hes going to draw it up and we are going to both put quotes underneath the artwork. im very excited.
also im really sad because i havent talked to this one boy in a long time.
Wednesday night alex, kyle, cam, and i all kicked it. we went and ate and walked around bell square until steff got off work. after that we went and rented the paris hilton dvd at castle. went back to my place to watch it. it wasnt so exciting. after that we all hung out and talked. it was cam and steff first real porn. when we got back to the eastside i thought id meet up with katie and go to visit andru, but i guess it didnt work out so i went home a little upset.
Kyles a good guy, im glad to have him as a friend. we sat outside on my deck and smoked, talked about local bands and a certain lead singer in a local band who we both cant stand. He made me feel better about alot of things, i find it rare to be able to be around people and feel completely comfortable and be able to tell them anything...is that weird i can do that around kyle?? ...i consider kyle one of my best friends.
Cam came out to kick it too, which is weird he NEVER hangs out. so i was very excited to be with him. He got a damn digital camera and wouldnt stop taking my picture. i hate that. i must say though, cam has gotten very handsome, and he wore a hot shirt with these leather flipflops and jeans.
In the next few weeks blake and i plan on going in to get some ink done. hes going to draw it up and we are going to both put quotes underneath the artwork. im very excited.
also im really sad because i havent talked to this one boy in a long time.