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I'm sorry about the bitchy entries I wrote last night but I'm really pissed off and I'm really hurt and I can't believe any of this has happened and I really don't feel like I should have any good emotions towards either of them, even if she didn't directly do anything for me, I think its so lame if any girl ever lets any guy whos already taken even known they're interested and... Its probably really stupid that even after this I still can't completely blame him and I'm just so pissed off. I've lost all respect I've had in the past three years, and that was more than I had for anybody and... I just... I really, really can't stand the thought of either of them. I think I definately have the right. Everything was thrown away.