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I had to laugh just now at the title of my journal, because even though I changed it to that about a year ago, it's still a completely true and essential theme in my life. Good grief, it hurts to be dismantled. I feel like everything I know, mostly related to school, is being challenged and broken down, and then rebuilt again. It's so frustrating, and I hate being stretched. But I know it's good. I know it. But right now, I'm definitely not rejoicing in it. It has to happen, because I have to grow...and I really want to grow. It's just a hard wake-up call, knowing that I really do have to work for it.