FUCK!!!!
So, I guess that this live journal entry is to anyone who cares. I am so dissapointed in myself. I hate being me. I am going to try to be a more happier person. But, you know that poem that poem of mine that got published? Well, it turns out that I am nominated for Poet of the Year for 2005...and it won't work out. I have to go to florida to get it, and buy a ticket for the gathering thing. And, I don't have the money for that OR the plane ticket. This sucks major ass. I hate it. I wish that I could go so bad. Well, whatever. I guess I was never meant to get the award, right?