(no subject)
Hm.. where to begin?
Well, yesterday Brady came in around 2pm and it was exciting, but at the same time, I was still self concious about my lip. We went to Applebees at 4pm and I had two drinks (yes, drinking early!). I was doing pretty good.. then we came back here and sat in my room for a while. He kept saying, "I came all the way to New York to sit in a room?!" and it was getting a bit annoying. It's not like you can do something ALL the time in New York unless you want to spend a LOT of money! (Which I had just done on the hotel!) Finally, all the girls from my team invited us down to play some drinking games. There were like, 30 people in this small room, including Rocks. I told Brady that it was the guy I had kissed, and it was a bit awkward because Rocks NEVER talks to me; he's so shy!
So we came back to my dorm a little later, and I got ready for bed. Then I was talking to Rocks online. I was like, "Why don't you ever talk to me? Do I intimidate you?" and he's like, "Yeah, a little." I was like, WHAT!? How could I intimidate anyone? But then I called Matt, who didn't answer.. I wanted to know if I could sleep in his bed (since he's in Pittsburgh and Brady was in my bed). Matt got online and told me he wouldn't mind me going to his room. So I called his roommate and asked him to keep the door unlocked, and went to sleep in his room.
When I woke up this morning, I saw Matt's ex girlfriend's pictures sitting up on his desk. I have always had issues with these pictures, because they're the only two that he has up, and of course no one likes to see the ex! He's always told me he never talks to her, but that those are the only two pictures he has of anyone. =P I never wanted to tell him to take them down, but one day last week when I was in his room, I said something about them, and he knocked them down. Well, there they were, standing back up. So I decided that I am done with him. He doesn't know it yet, since he's back at home, but I'm going to tell him when he gets back. I refuse to be made a fool. And I don't know if he's talking to her or not, but the fact that he put her pictures back up is still disturbing. Plus, I'm sick of chasing him! (How many times will I say that?) So, to be nice for him allowing me to sleep in his room last night, I cleaned his room and it's all nice now for when he gets back. I'm also going to do his laundry because I am like Monica from Friends.. a neat freak! His room bugs me.. So he'll get back, see how awesome a person I am.. and wish that he could be with me but I'll be like, "Listen, Matt.. I don't think we should see each other." I hope I can be that strong!
Today, Brady and I went into Timesquare. We went to ESPNzone and watched the Oklahoma/Oklahoma State football game. It was fun. I drank SOOO much beer.. it was awesome. Then we went to this costume store and omg, I was drunk so I let Brady talk me into buying this costume that is SOOOO revealing!!! It's a doctor's costume.. but I assure you it looks NOTHING like a doctor's outfit, lol. It's a short, short skirt and a short short shirt that ties in a knot in the front.. and it says "Dr. Naughty" on the tag.. HAHA! It was $60!! I never would have bought it but I was drunk and Brady convinced me, lol.
So tonight we're all going to Down the Hatch to drink (of course), and tomorrow Matt and all the soccer boys (Szymon and Omer!!!) are coming back from Pittsburgh.. and I'm going to be in my SEXY doctor's costume.. and Matt will wish he were with me.. but I'm DONE with him. DONE. Ugh, I just hope I can still be this strong when I'm around him.
In other news, I bought multi-vitamins and some L-Lysine pills so that I will no longer get cold sores. And I haven't had any meals in the past three days so yay for me. NOOOO food. Especially with what I'm wearing for Halloween. I can't wait to put up pictures! lol I'm crazy (and still drunk as I type this!) lol..
Well, yesterday Brady came in around 2pm and it was exciting, but at the same time, I was still self concious about my lip. We went to Applebees at 4pm and I had two drinks (yes, drinking early!). I was doing pretty good.. then we came back here and sat in my room for a while. He kept saying, "I came all the way to New York to sit in a room?!" and it was getting a bit annoying. It's not like you can do something ALL the time in New York unless you want to spend a LOT of money! (Which I had just done on the hotel!) Finally, all the girls from my team invited us down to play some drinking games. There were like, 30 people in this small room, including Rocks. I told Brady that it was the guy I had kissed, and it was a bit awkward because Rocks NEVER talks to me; he's so shy!
So we came back to my dorm a little later, and I got ready for bed. Then I was talking to Rocks online. I was like, "Why don't you ever talk to me? Do I intimidate you?" and he's like, "Yeah, a little." I was like, WHAT!? How could I intimidate anyone? But then I called Matt, who didn't answer.. I wanted to know if I could sleep in his bed (since he's in Pittsburgh and Brady was in my bed). Matt got online and told me he wouldn't mind me going to his room. So I called his roommate and asked him to keep the door unlocked, and went to sleep in his room.
When I woke up this morning, I saw Matt's ex girlfriend's pictures sitting up on his desk. I have always had issues with these pictures, because they're the only two that he has up, and of course no one likes to see the ex! He's always told me he never talks to her, but that those are the only two pictures he has of anyone. =P I never wanted to tell him to take them down, but one day last week when I was in his room, I said something about them, and he knocked them down. Well, there they were, standing back up. So I decided that I am done with him. He doesn't know it yet, since he's back at home, but I'm going to tell him when he gets back. I refuse to be made a fool. And I don't know if he's talking to her or not, but the fact that he put her pictures back up is still disturbing. Plus, I'm sick of chasing him! (How many times will I say that?) So, to be nice for him allowing me to sleep in his room last night, I cleaned his room and it's all nice now for when he gets back. I'm also going to do his laundry because I am like Monica from Friends.. a neat freak! His room bugs me.. So he'll get back, see how awesome a person I am.. and wish that he could be with me but I'll be like, "Listen, Matt.. I don't think we should see each other." I hope I can be that strong!
Today, Brady and I went into Timesquare. We went to ESPNzone and watched the Oklahoma/Oklahoma State football game. It was fun. I drank SOOO much beer.. it was awesome. Then we went to this costume store and omg, I was drunk so I let Brady talk me into buying this costume that is SOOOO revealing!!! It's a doctor's costume.. but I assure you it looks NOTHING like a doctor's outfit, lol. It's a short, short skirt and a short short shirt that ties in a knot in the front.. and it says "Dr. Naughty" on the tag.. HAHA! It was $60!! I never would have bought it but I was drunk and Brady convinced me, lol.
So tonight we're all going to Down the Hatch to drink (of course), and tomorrow Matt and all the soccer boys (Szymon and Omer!!!) are coming back from Pittsburgh.. and I'm going to be in my SEXY doctor's costume.. and Matt will wish he were with me.. but I'm DONE with him. DONE. Ugh, I just hope I can still be this strong when I'm around him.
In other news, I bought multi-vitamins and some L-Lysine pills so that I will no longer get cold sores. And I haven't had any meals in the past three days so yay for me. NOOOO food. Especially with what I'm wearing for Halloween. I can't wait to put up pictures! lol I'm crazy (and still drunk as I type this!) lol..