Oct 01, 2005 00:37
I went to sweat today to see Baby Calendar, saw an old friend (loren). She's looking great and seems happy. I also saw someone else, that I had expected since someone called me to inform me that they would be there.... I miss her, she looked beautiful, she didn't notice, I saw her trhoughthe window I didn't want to look at her because she hates me, and I feel stupid for everything i did... ayy i dunno what to do anymore. tomorrow's homecoming, she made me happy, I threw it away, my life is shit.
later