Hey,
Okay..Well..Hmm, where to start...Well Greg broke up with me on Thursday, and i waz like really really upset. What happened waz I waz really upsset on Thursday because everything waz going wrong, and I waz just having a really bad day. All i really wanted waz for Greg to call me and be like "Whats wrong, are you okay??" ...He didn't. So Jen IMed him and waz like why didn't you call her, and she said a bunch of other stuff and waz just trying to make him feel REALLY BAD. So then out of nowhere he goes "well don't tell Allyson, but i'm going to break up with her tomorrow." So Jen IMes me and shes like break up with him now! and she showed me the convo. they were having. So i IMed him and i waz like Jen showed me everything, and then I waz like "what did I do?" and he goes "I dunno i just don't like you anymore"
How the fuck do you just not like someone anymore!!?!?...I had to of done something.
Anywayz i waz like really really upset. Like seriously I thought my only reason for living waz him, and when he broke up with me i thought I had no reason for living anymore. But, I think i'm pretty much over him. Except for when like i see him at school I'll think to myself I wish we were still together and shit like that but besides that i'm okay now.
Oh my God! and at the Boys Modified game on Friday Me, Teena, Sarah, And Pam went. We had so much fun. We kept trying to distract the other team to we were all like "Hey (and what ever number they were)" and then there waz this really hott guy and Teena wanted to know his name. So we got Cassandra to ask around. She found out that his name waz Ryan and he waz taken. So that waz pretty depressing. lol. Oh and everyone thinks Me and Nick would make a good couple. So Sarah kept screaming out during the game "ALLYSON LOVES YOU NICK!!" I kept hitting her and saying no i don't. It waz so funny though. I don't know why they think we would make a good couple. Teena said it's cuz we're alwayz talking and laughing and shit in band. I dunno..w/e. lol. Oh and right before they game i went to Teena's house. (Actully I went there be4 school) But we had so much fun. So i hung out there for a little while untill we went to the game. Then after the game we walked to Megan's house, and then we all went to the mall. Teena, Ashley (teena's sister), Megan, Vincent, and Me. The mall waz SO much fun!! Ashley waz supposed to be meeting this guy there. His name waz Dustin. We were oping he waz like ReAlLy HoTT! So we were waiting were we were supposed to meet him and every hoTT guy that walked by we would be like Dustin?? and then this one guy waved to us...and he waz like REALLY REALLY hott. lol so we were like Yes Is your name Dustin? and he goes no and walkes away!! So then this REALLY REALLY UGLY guy comes up to us and goes hey i'm dustin. We all almost Puked. I swear To god he waz the ugliest guy EVER, and he waz really weird to!! He told us he brought a friend and we goes wehres your friend, and he goes i don't have any friends. Lol he waz just weird like that.
Oh and the reason Thursday waz like such a HORRIBLE day waz because. My dad got this Pregnancy Test in the mail, and he waz like HOLY FUCK BETTY TOOK A PREGNANCY TEST!! and i didn't ask him if it waz positive or negitive. All i know is that the reason my mom left is because shes cheating on my dad...I mean like how could she do that! uGhHh!! And My brother is getting kicked out of the house because he doesn't have a full time job, and he isn't going to collage. And my brother and my dad are alwayz screaming at eachother about it and there constantly fighting. I don't want my brother to move out!! And My cousin and her son just moved into the house. So now i really get no peace and quiet. The baby is alwayz screaming and Maria is so fucking annoying! I mean sometimes i'm happy shes here, but most of the time i wish she waz gone. Then i over heard MAria, My dad, and shawn talking about Jen and Richie, and that just pissed me off even more. They were over my house that night my cousin waz talking to my dad and she goes "i'm not watching jen and richie anymore" and my dad goes "why" and marias like "they were sitting on eachother, holding hands, and like fucking rubbing eachother" and my dad goes "oh i know, those to are alwayz scheming to get their boyfriends over here, they were over the other night and allyson and greg were like all over eachother" and maria goes "you caught them making out?" and my dad goes "no but they were watching a movie and tey had their hands around eachother and then they went outside and i'm sure they did more then hold hands out there" and maria goes "oh...well greg and ricie aren't coming over here while i'm here cuz i'm not gonna be responsible if they are having sex" (that waz before they all knew Greg had broken up with me...) So i told Richie and Jen adn we were like WTF! How doe holdin hands turn into LETS GO HAVE SEX! It jsut fucking pissed me off!! So then Greg breaking up with me just made my day even worse, When i didn't think it could get any worse.
Dayumm I wrote a lot...I still have 1 more thing to write though..lol
Jen--Thank you so much! You really are the best friend i could ever have. I can't thank you enough! You've alwayz been here for me! Your house is like my home away from home. I know i can alwayz come over there when i'm upset, and you alwayz know how to make me feel 100% better!! I love you so fucking much! i don't know what i would do w/o you!!
Teena-- Thank you to. On Friday you have no idea how upset, and angry i waz. And by me coming over made me feel ike so much better. You alwayz know how to make me feel so much better to. Noone could ever replace you!! I love you so much!
^you 2 are really the best friends in the world! i couldn't ask for any better friends because there is no such thing!^
Okay...I actully have like nothing elseto write now, so i am finally gonna go...lol
Much Love
-Allyson-
How the fuck do you just not like someone anymore!!?!?...I had to of done something.
Anywayz i waz like really really upset. Like seriously I thought my only reason for living waz him, and when he broke up with me i thought I had no reason for living anymore. But, I think i'm pretty much over him. Except for when like i see him at school I'll think to myself I wish we were still together and shit like that but besides that i'm okay now.
Oh my God! and at the Boys Modified game on Friday Me, Teena, Sarah, And Pam went. We had so much fun. We kept trying to distract the other team to we were all like "Hey (and what ever number they were)" and then there waz this really hott guy and Teena wanted to know his name. So we got Cassandra to ask around. She found out that his name waz Ryan and he waz taken. So that waz pretty depressing. lol. Oh and everyone thinks Me and Nick would make a good couple. So Sarah kept screaming out during the game "ALLYSON LOVES YOU NICK!!" I kept hitting her and saying no i don't. It waz so funny though. I don't know why they think we would make a good couple. Teena said it's cuz we're alwayz talking and laughing and shit in band. I dunno..w/e. lol. Oh and right before they game i went to Teena's house. (Actully I went there be4 school) But we had so much fun. So i hung out there for a little while untill we went to the game. Then after the game we walked to Megan's house, and then we all went to the mall. Teena, Ashley (teena's sister), Megan, Vincent, and Me. The mall waz SO much fun!! Ashley waz supposed to be meeting this guy there. His name waz Dustin. We were oping he waz like ReAlLy HoTT! So we were waiting were we were supposed to meet him and every hoTT guy that walked by we would be like Dustin?? and then this one guy waved to us...and he waz like REALLY REALLY hott. lol so we were like Yes Is your name Dustin? and he goes no and walkes away!! So then this REALLY REALLY UGLY guy comes up to us and goes hey i'm dustin. We all almost Puked. I swear To god he waz the ugliest guy EVER, and he waz really weird to!! He told us he brought a friend and we goes wehres your friend, and he goes i don't have any friends. Lol he waz just weird like that.
Oh and the reason Thursday waz like such a HORRIBLE day waz because. My dad got this Pregnancy Test in the mail, and he waz like HOLY FUCK BETTY TOOK A PREGNANCY TEST!! and i didn't ask him if it waz positive or negitive. All i know is that the reason my mom left is because shes cheating on my dad...I mean like how could she do that! uGhHh!! And My brother is getting kicked out of the house because he doesn't have a full time job, and he isn't going to collage. And my brother and my dad are alwayz screaming at eachother about it and there constantly fighting. I don't want my brother to move out!! And My cousin and her son just moved into the house. So now i really get no peace and quiet. The baby is alwayz screaming and Maria is so fucking annoying! I mean sometimes i'm happy shes here, but most of the time i wish she waz gone. Then i over heard MAria, My dad, and shawn talking about Jen and Richie, and that just pissed me off even more. They were over my house that night my cousin waz talking to my dad and she goes "i'm not watching jen and richie anymore" and my dad goes "why" and marias like "they were sitting on eachother, holding hands, and like fucking rubbing eachother" and my dad goes "oh i know, those to are alwayz scheming to get their boyfriends over here, they were over the other night and allyson and greg were like all over eachother" and maria goes "you caught them making out?" and my dad goes "no but they were watching a movie and tey had their hands around eachother and then they went outside and i'm sure they did more then hold hands out there" and maria goes "oh...well greg and ricie aren't coming over here while i'm here cuz i'm not gonna be responsible if they are having sex" (that waz before they all knew Greg had broken up with me...) So i told Richie and Jen adn we were like WTF! How doe holdin hands turn into LETS GO HAVE SEX! It jsut fucking pissed me off!! So then Greg breaking up with me just made my day even worse, When i didn't think it could get any worse.
Dayumm I wrote a lot...I still have 1 more thing to write though..lol
Jen--Thank you so much! You really are the best friend i could ever have. I can't thank you enough! You've alwayz been here for me! Your house is like my home away from home. I know i can alwayz come over there when i'm upset, and you alwayz know how to make me feel 100% better!! I love you so fucking much! i don't know what i would do w/o you!!
Teena-- Thank you to. On Friday you have no idea how upset, and angry i waz. And by me coming over made me feel ike so much better. You alwayz know how to make me feel so much better to. Noone could ever replace you!! I love you so much!
^you 2 are really the best friends in the world! i couldn't ask for any better friends because there is no such thing!^
Okay...I actully have like nothing elseto write now, so i am finally gonna go...lol
Much Love
-Allyson-