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Oct 12, 2004 18:55

tuesday nights bother me. maybe cuz i have soccer? or maybe cuz i see someone. i dont know. its bothering me now. i wanna go to sleep. theres definetly something wrong with me. i finished a book about a week ago who was depressed and i do everything taht she did. its scaring me. i dont wanna be depressed.

i got the from first to last cd. its AMAZING. i love it so much. go buy it whores. you'll like it. promise.

movies on friday with danielle mike and joe. should be interesting. i havent seen mike or joe since sea isle this summer. i miss them!

saturday, i have soccer, then petey and maddys party. which should also be fun. im not gonna know alot of people there, so i can actually be me not the fake person i've been teh past couple of weeks. or maybe i mean months. i hate this. i think im only being myself around a few people. and i love them so much. people like alicia. alicia is so great these days. and i love her so much. and mimi too. shes awesome. and i love those two so much.

tiff is also being ultra-cool lately. shes so great. im glad shes there for me and im here for her too! i love you tiff! you're my homie!!! <3

okay. i dunno what else to write. i miss alot of things i realized today. me and vin were talking abotu what i missed. mexico and chad came up. so did kevin gordon. haha i havent thought about him in a while. and just willy stupid things. like being on the phone with someone when i was opn vacation over the summer. and late night phone conversations with nick. i dunno why i miss that but i do. blah.

okay well im gonna go..i ahve to get ready for soccer. which i dont wanna go to. zak is finnally out of teh hospital. hes at his house for a while though. keep those prayers coming.

xo
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