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ima fake
Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.
look at me, you can tell.
By the way I move into my head.
Do you think that it's me?
Or it's not me I don't even care.
I'm alive.i dont smell
I swear I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
i feel big, i feel tall,i feel dry.
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Do i drink? Do i date?
I've got a perfect placement
All my ink satisfiedin your eyes.
Im the biggest fan I've got right now.
Now i made sure,that i look,how i wanted to look.
The people around me, the people surround me.
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry. DRRRRYYYYY
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me now(im a fake im a fake)
Just look at me now(im a fake im a fake)
My stomach hurts now,and all i tied off in lace,
I pray,I beg for anything to hit me in the face,
And this sickness isnt me.
I pray, to fall from grace.
The last thing i see is feeling, and im telling you that im a FAKE!
Im telling you that im a fake.
Im telling you that im a fake.
Im telling you that im a fake.
Im telling you that im a fake.
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me now(im a fake im a fake)
Just look at me now(im a fake im a fake)
that song describes everything i have ever wanted to put into words. and i am so entirely shocked by the effect it has had on me <3
i fucking love that song. its amazing. the used are so great. i love them. this line is especially great
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.
zak got surgery today. maybe hes still in it..? i dont know. i have homework. lots. and soccer later. i dont wanna go. i cried during school. again. why am i just breaking down? i wont break to that point. i will not
i thought of a grand album cover. on the front there will be a black background with a ceramic red heart. teh heart will have a crack in it. and then it'll say easily broken on it. pssssh.
okay. im done. i need to go get my mind off of things. maybe i'll call zak later. i hate this. so much. and everything needs to stop. i hate keeping secrets from my friends, but sometimes things are too hard to tell.
ima fake
Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.
look at me, you can tell.
By the way I move into my head.
Do you think that it's me?
Or it's not me I don't even care.
I'm alive.i dont smell
I swear I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
i feel big, i feel tall,i feel dry.
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Do i drink? Do i date?
I've got a perfect placement
All my ink satisfiedin your eyes.
Im the biggest fan I've got right now.
Now i made sure,that i look,how i wanted to look.
The people around me, the people surround me.
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry. DRRRRYYYYY
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me now(im a fake im a fake)
Just look at me now(im a fake im a fake)
My stomach hurts now,and all i tied off in lace,
I pray,I beg for anything to hit me in the face,
And this sickness isnt me.
I pray, to fall from grace.
The last thing i see is feeling, and im telling you that im a FAKE!
Im telling you that im a fake.
Im telling you that im a fake.
Im telling you that im a fake.
Im telling you that im a fake.
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me now(im a fake im a fake)
Just look at me now(im a fake im a fake)
that song describes everything i have ever wanted to put into words. and i am so entirely shocked by the effect it has had on me <3
i fucking love that song. its amazing. the used are so great. i love them. this line is especially great
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.
zak got surgery today. maybe hes still in it..? i dont know. i have homework. lots. and soccer later. i dont wanna go. i cried during school. again. why am i just breaking down? i wont break to that point. i will not
i thought of a grand album cover. on the front there will be a black background with a ceramic red heart. teh heart will have a crack in it. and then it'll say easily broken on it. pssssh.
okay. im done. i need to go get my mind off of things. maybe i'll call zak later. i hate this. so much. and everything needs to stop. i hate keeping secrets from my friends, but sometimes things are too hard to tell.